4:15 AM

You know this situation, when you wake up in the middle of the night with the feeling something is wrong. Does not happen too often... Today it was at 4:15. I opened my eyes: Mother's Day flowers next to my bed, W is breathing next to me. So I started a list in my head: health (us and children and Mom), work (us), study (children), finances. Still could not find anything. But still could not go back to sleep. I got up and went to the other room, layer on a couch with the IPad. Went to LJ, pinterest, searched the web: made a couple decisions: to return MagicBullet I bought yesterday in exchange for Cuisinart and start having breakfasts (kinda no hope to convince W to do it, but I can try). Revisited yesterday: shopping for the coffee shop, got salsa maker for D and two boxes of mangos for L, some fabrics for me and couple things for future projects. Weekend cake (Belgrade tea cake) is half done for the weekend; rye bread is ready for today's pickup; new trainees seem fair; K is staying, and C is happy. On the way home, I stopped at SDL to see a friend. Poor girl was not at the best mood; we talked for an hour. I hope it helped; her mood seemed improved when I was leaving. And then I grabbed my phone. It turned out L tried to call me at 10:58 last night - I was long asleep. Probably nothing serious, otherwise he would call W, but could it be that this "something is wrong" was just sensing of this missed call from my oldest?